hey bro, whats goin on?

its been awhile na ah... anyway, im just goofing around here at work... i kinda finished everything too fast for my own good... now im just wading in the pool of boredom i have non-chalantly created... i call it the "byproduct of my efficiency"... HAHAHA!

feb fair concluded a week ago.. as always, i was there for the fun of it. alam mo naman ako, i i love re-living those moments even if its just for a night. the sensation produced by all the clamor, light spirited drinking, socializing with fellow "alumnus/ni/nae", and by just being in a place you knew as "home" for such a long time overwhelmed my senses. a thousand and one emotions, memories of the good and bad flooded my head, and it felt great dude! i had my silent moments that evening; you know that feeling of being a spectator to everything around you? well, i felt that! (after such a long time), and i couldnt help but give a smile... you kow what the funnier thing is dude... i woke up the following morning; hangover, headache and all the evils that alcohol can leave in my overly abused body; and i prepped my bag to go back to where my physical home is... i rode the jeep, waiting for that usual sentimental bullshit side of mine to act up again... i used to dread having to leave LB; and when i did, i'd look back and freeze the moment in my head as if i wouldnt be seeing it for the rest of my life! anyway, yeah, i rode the jeep, and i didnt look back... i didnt feel i was leaving, i didnt feel alone... i guess my point is that, whatever happens to me, whether i keep or lose the special ties i've had in such a wonderful place, in a delightful 6 years of my life, i really wont lose it. i never will. no matter how hard i try, every single face, word, experience, and emotion will literally be embedded in my whole persona. i've tried to let go of everything for so long, just to realize that i dont have to, because none of those people, emotions, thoughts, words, were going anywhere... they'll always be in my soul.
i cant believe i'm finally free of it buddy... now i'm at peace